September 6, 2010
Sometimes I get scared to want something, because I worry I don’t have the persistence and dedication necessary to finish it. Sometimes I care way too much if a guy gets in touch. Sometimes I care way too little when he finally does. Sometimes I get mad at myself for not knowing if I want marriage or kids or to settle down eventually. Sometimes I feel like I’m missing some sort of feminine gene. Sometimes I wonder if I’m even ...
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August 31, 2010
Last week, I rearranged my bedroom into a sequence of furniture I hadn’t combined before. And I wondered, “how had I not seen this layout before?” And, it made me think even further about how isn’t this how life is? How, all of a sudden, you see combinations or paths or solutions that you never even could imagine before. You realize that sometimes you need to buy the house. And you need to start with the empty living room and ...
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